[日记专贴]异的心情日记-----

-随风- · 发表于 2007-3-7 11:07:00

异；强烈的不安逸你。这么久了，才回来望一眼，哼~~~~~~~~~~~~~~[em03][em03][em03]

黑暗中の生命 · 发表于 2007-3-7 13:01:00

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。异，现在可好？好久没打电话聊天了哦。

异 · 发表于 2007-3-8 20:45:00

左手，我们都是有着年轻身体的老人，在心底挣扎着说，我还年轻

异 · 发表于 2007-3-8 20:46:00

风，不要不安逸我嘛，我还是在我的窝里给你说节日快乐哈所以，原谅我珞

异 · 发表于 2007-3-8 20:47:00

黑暗，现在在哪混？你不是也很久不来坛子了？我现在有了聊天的人，不再在暗夜孤寂了：）

异 · 发表于 2007-3-8 21:01:00

2007.3.8    阴了好多天德阳，好容易中午看见点阳光，下午乌云又压过头顶，拖着沉重的袋子挤在拥挤的公车上，右边的太婆头顶有黄色花瓣，应该刚看了油菜花归家。想起上个礼拜计划去看桃花，买了新相机，涂了粉紫眼影，粉红唇彩，扫上淡淡腮红~~~~~~~~~只是，天阴阴的，突然就没了看花的兴致。我是想坐在花下晒着太阳看书的。这个礼拜？天还是这样阴，再等下个礼拜，我想，花也该谢了。左边是个抱着婴儿的女子，小孩子对着我笑得无比灿烂，我在他晶亮的眼睛里看见了太阳和自己的影子。该买彩票了，老人不是常说，有小孩子对你笑，你会交好运。不过，在这天气，能看见阳光般的笑，就算是运气了吧：）今天是节日，满商场打折，连男装也来凑热闹。慰劳自己，买了支眼线液，回家，进坛子来看看。

黑暗中の生命 · 发表于 2007-3-10 21:52:00

...3.8我马上又要生日了，我记得我妈妈说她刚过完3.8就生的我。看来我马上要23了...

黑暗中の生命 · 发表于 2007-3-10 21:53:00

嘿嘿...我的BB可爱不？又变成了以前的样子了，可花了我好几个小时...

异 · 发表于 2007-4-11 14:17:00

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mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有些像大片树叶的影子。这样好的阳光，我却坐在阴冷的办公室发抖<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">每日就这样醒来<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; 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mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">真是可怕<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">再<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">5<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">年<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">就<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">28<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">了，那么苍老的年纪呵<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">那时眼角会长出第一丝细纹<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">然后就渐渐老去<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">所有的爱<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">所有的恨<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">所有大雨里潮湿的回忆<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">所有的眼泪和拥抱<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">所有刻骨铭心的灼热年华<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">所有繁盛而离散的生命<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">都一起扑向盛大的死亡<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">~~~~~~~~``       <span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">写到这里<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">心开始刺痛<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">突然就想起一个朋友在那个醉酒的夜对我说的一个故事<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">:<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">他曾经那样爱她<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">这么多年<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">已经成了一种习惯的坚持<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一天<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">他在家乡遇见她<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">她叫出他的名字<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">他楞了<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">5<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">秒<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">才迟疑地叫出她的名字<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">那么熟悉的名字，却已经和眼前的人对不上号了<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">那一瞬间，所有的爱和想念灰飞烟灭<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">时间真是个可怕的东西啊<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">那么刻骨铭心的人<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">在时间里<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">慢慢淡去了容貌<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">和最初的爱情一起<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">被埋葬<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">当时的他<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">摇着手里的酒杯<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">眼神空洞<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">没有焦点<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">对着我绝望的喊<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">你知道吗<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">?<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">我居然连她的样子也想不起来了<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">想不起来了<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">那绝望的吼叫<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">太震撼<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">,<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">以至于我至今无法忘怀<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: gainsboro; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.

异 · 发表于 2007-4-11 17:06:00

1995—2005夏至末  ，傅小司，立夏，遇见，陆之昂~~~~~~~~他们那些满是香樟的青春，从平淡开始，转向绚烂，一切有那么迅速地奔向盛大的死亡，一切归向死一般的寂静。从被书深深的绿色封面吸引，再到看见那个叫郭敬明的作者署名，突然就记起那是曾经自己很喜欢的一个作家。翻开书页，从第一行文字开始，我就不能停止自己想要继续看下去的欲望。那些别人的悲喜，是曾经自己也经历过的青春呵~想到了自己，那些朋友，那些曾经的过往，往事如潮水般席卷而来，和书中描诉的场景汇合成另外一个又一个无比熟悉又陌生的画面。那些单纯而美好的青春呵~对年轻人来说，10年就是一世。心跟着书的主角一起不规律的跳动，那些影子，那些自己曾经的影子。时而被那些似曾相识的场景逗笑，白痴一样，眼底又透着对美好怀念的惆怅。贪婪的阅读着，又害怕翻过一页，多看一点，就少一点，每次看一本喜欢的书，都会有这样的感受，就像喜欢糖果的小孩，吃光了就没了，又被糖果诱惑着。心越来越沉重，直到，合上书的这一瞬间，终于趴在办公桌上大哭。不能停止的伤痛，眼泪争着出来晒太阳。     怎么是这样的结局？怎么能这样？可是，这又是最真实的结局不是末。哪里会有那么多王子和公主的童话？这世界真是残忍，真是让人绝望。昨天还这样跟朋友感叹，这一刻，那种绝望就那么明晰。     那些我们曾经以为惨烈的青春，那些我们曾经以为黑暗的岁月，那些我们曾经以为委屈的事情，都在别人的故事里，成为可以原谅的故事。     可能是我以前年少轻狂，总觉得是黑暗，一切不可原谅。可是在日光安静流转的日子里，在雨水滂沱的山路上，在野花绵延不断地绕过荒原的时候，在季风一年一度地带来雨水的时候。一切都像是贝壳在岁月的饿积累里褪去了硬壳，露出了柔软的内部，孕育出散发光芒的珍珠来。     那段遇见写的话，明晰的就在眼前     在转身告别你的时候，我觉得内心就像是散场的剧院，突然出现无数的空坐椅，灯亮起来，人群离散，舞台上剩下我一个人。在我离开的这些日子里面，你终于变得成熟了，终于变得~~~~~~~可是这样优秀的你已经与我无关了。好男友，好丈夫，好父亲。这些以前在我心中评价你的词语，现在前面全部都需要加上一个“别人的“了。这些都是没有办法的事情，因为正是我们少不经事的年纪里犯下的种种错误，提醒着你逐渐变得优秀。     我现在也不再是以前那个~~~~~~~~~可是这样的我，现在对你来说，已经是无关紧要了，在我的名字前面也是需要加上一句“别人的”了。我很难过也很惆怅，可是又有什么办法呢？正是在和你失败的恋爱里，我才学会了这些，正是在和你分离的日子里，我爱变得这样温柔。 从此活在各自的幸福里，那些以前的旧时光，那些你教会我的事情，我永远都记得。 也请你记得我。记得我撒在你身上的，我最美好的年华。那是我单薄的一生里，仅有的一点财富，好不容易给了你，所以你也要珍惜。记得我的名字，和那些我用眼泪和难过教会你的事情。      文字里不断的出现，关于过往的字眼，提醒着我，那些美丽，那些伤痛，都过去了，那样绚烂的青春都过去了。那些曾经待在你身边，给过你欢乐和幸福回忆的天使都离开了，去了遥远的天堂。人一辈子，用13的时间来盼望成长，用6年的时间来没心没肺的度过。再用大半辈子的时间去怀念青春。     有多久没有一本书让我这样哭过了？上一次是什么时候的事情？是什么样的故事？那时感怀的是什么？

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